放！

是时候放手了。。。

jia you ...

recently...

what's in her blog is complicated...

she's not feeling happy...
she's not in a good condition anymore...

hmm...

i can't really say something to you...
but sincerely i really do hope that you're able to cheer up...

but if you're able to give me another chance...
i'll really treat u the very best that i can...

jia you...

ChriSTmasS

CHRISTMAS IS NEAR !


but....

we have no snow...

we have no winter...

we have only few (or even none) christmas carol at our door...



hah... sounds bored here in malaysia right?



everytime when christmas is near...

i'll certainly feeling emo...

for none other reasons...

im thinking of her again...

guessed that you all knew who she is ^__^


but i never described our journey rite ^_^

we've started our journey 22nd~
had our first outdoor date at 24th christmas eve...

which is at the PURE~

tat night... Alvin drove us there with his elephant car ^__^
along with Arwin...
crazy night =)
haha =D

(erm... we had actually d only date together...)

but d story is really romantic =P

hah~

tat night! Alvin's car broke down \o/
on d mid of road and NIGHT!
(ofcz ppl wont go pure at day time = =U)

so they went to get petrol for d car...
luckily d station was only 1km ahead and still opened~

tats d night v had our quiet time alone in d car ^_^

erm...




what i wanted to say is....

though there's no snow...we have still polysterines


though there's no winter... we have still airconditioned rooms


though christmas carol is not popular in Malaysia...
we're still able to manage ourselves carol CDs...

but... when you're not by my side, there's none other girl that able to take over your place...

im waiting... im still waiting...

Banting Methodist Kindergarten's Graduation

its a video showing great effort....

of every teacher

and

of every student.....

to the world at large that how they're really committed themselves

in making this graduation a success =)

efforts are to be appreciated!

but of most importantly...

God's guidance and grace must not be forgotten

for letting every each bits of the process a success!

it is Him who gave us strength and wisdom to make out the flow smoothly!

Glory be to Him most high...

Yean Rui Singing 爱是怀疑 by Eason Chen

Been grateful for him calling me and to give me chances to be his guitarist...

he has indeed great vocal~

and tell u what...

He has never been to any singing classes before!

awesome right!

Enjoy ^__^

“少敲了一下”

省略摘至杨玉卿，《关于爱的重量》
read it from aik leng's blog...

“少敲了一下”

他们在大学读书时是对恋人，后来因为一件小事闹翻了。
毕业后天各一方，走过了自己人生的旅程
不时怀念年轻时的恋情
偶然相遇

他问她：[那天晚上我来敲你的门，你为什么不开门？]
她说：[我在门后等你]
[等我？等什么？]
[等你敲第十下才开门，可是你只敲了九下]

都后悔了
她后悔自己的执坳，她完全可以在他敲第九下时开门，甚至在他离去时把他叫回来

他，如梦初醒，原来那扇门没有关死，可为什么他不继续敲下去呢？

人生有很多的错失，并不是必然的，也有偶然的
就在固执地坚持了不该坚持的
错在放弃了不该放弃的

如果
你想让门外的那个人进来
就及时开门吧

如果
你觉得门内的那个人值得你的追求
那就执着的继续敲他的门吧
直到把门打开
直到确认
那门是你打不开的

a back to future~

why am i quoting it as a "back to future" project?

err... you see im having this dream since last year...
while in the middle of this process..
i've decided back there to "move on"
however, I can't and by that reason i've deleted my MSN messenger forever = =U
so to speak "forever"...

LAST MONTH... my phone got stolen...
on that very moment im feeling depressed...
not because of i've lost my phone...
but because i've lost ALL my contacts = =U

but thinking of it...
i've not been connected with that one person since then...
msn,phone lost...etc mb its all God's decision for me to stop thinking of that "PIECE OF ROCK"

YESTERDAY....
i've reinstalled my msn = =U
and ofcz i've been wasting time chatting allot = =U
one of the chat however is not a wasteful as it seems...

i've got the chance to talk to "the ROCK"
a whole night~
so i can say i've moved on...

we both moved on...
we both get to know each other more....
we both get to see what the other part is thinking....
we both get to hear each other's voice again....

all these while, my belief....
if u wanna get paid, u must put in efforts!
harder ur efforts, greater ur wages!
but this indeed a different thingy...
in the L world, nothing can be expected...
even when u've put all your might, all your effort, you might get urself into troubles...

but it seems to have not effecting me...
move on? nah... back to the future ^__^